终生的遗憾++little update for myself..xD

终于啊~终于~~
终于甘愿update下我的bloggie了~~
因为前天早上在988听了些令我觉得有所共鸣的事~
对不起~
对不起这句话是个问题的Ending？？还是其实它是个问题的开始？？
为什么要说对不起呢？？是因为犯了些错吧？？
为什么说了对不起就必须原谅所犯下的错？？
不是每一件事情是对不起能解决的~~
如果真的是将~~警察也不用出来混啦~~
可是我们就是太习惯了对不起这三个字的用意了~~
搞到我们都真的以为对不起真的是大完将~~~

我会有所感触是因为我犯下了个令我觉得终生都遗憾的错~~我没办法原谅自己~~真的~没办法~~也没想到当时为什么要将做~将说~~真的反复的想了好几次~~为什么？？每次都在想~如果当时没将做~可能我们还是很好的朋友~~真希望时光真能倒流啊~~

虽然对不起不能挽救回什么~但~~我真的很想亲口对你说你永远都是我心中的遗憾~~不过我想~~应该没这个机会要你听我说话了吧？？
真的希望你能看见这篇文章~~这篇为你而写的文章~~
我没有要你原谅我或是什么的~~只是想让你知道~~我知错了~~对~不~起~



好啦好啦~~伤感完啦~
its time to update abt myself la....
hmm,...nowaday ahhh....really really really not enough oiioii loo..
keep on workin...then...after work yau mm seh dak stay at home ohh....xD
keep late sleep...:(
this few weeks pun seem like many competition around me gam.....
felt wanna join gehh....but then my voice dah rosak ahhh.....T.T
keep late sleep made my voice became worst jor....sad sad....T.T
lagi lagiii horr......tak tau nak cakap apa lagi ahh...@.@!?
update next time la weyy~~~>v<

我回来了~

HohoOO~
I'm BACK de neh...^v^
hmm..
nowaday ahh..really lazy jor ler.....everytime feel wan blog but finally also didn't blog dou geh...dunknow nak blog apa pun...:(

Aiks..
my bro's was still the same ahh....juz bodyparts became better jor jek.....
but still in coma ler...really dunknow what can i do...

hmm..
today my fren was asked me whether interested in acting ohh..
lolz...tanya i nak tolong dia pak hei boh~
and satu MV untuk 独唱情歌punya ....lolz...first time lo...really interesting..xD
but need interview geh...feel like scare scare dei gam..xD
nanti orang tak mau i mai very fishY~~=.=''
u all say la...i wan go try or not??xD

对二哥的回忆~

很久很久以前~~有三兄弟出生在这里~
以他们都相隔一年的岁数~应该是很好谈的~
可是就偏偏爱吵架打架~~老大就不说了~~就说老二和老三吧~
他们就总是看对方不顺眼的~~~总是爱拿东西来吵~没事有事都吵~
根本就好像世仇将~一点都没有两兄弟的感觉~就算是睡觉前都要打了才睡的~
就将~~
一打~打了十六年~~越大就开始越少吵架了~
感情还开始有点好了~~
结果为什么！！！为什么偏偏就是在他们感情开始好的时候才发生这种事情呢？！！
难道老天真的是会妒忌人的吗？？？！！
还要在新年期间~
发生了车祸~~


以前我曾经想过如果有亲人去世了的话我会不会哭~
还在担心着自己是不是个冷血的人~~
原来~~
我不是~
就在我听到这个消息时~我毫不犹豫的留下了眼泪~~
真的是无法停止的那种~~
当我看到我二哥时~根本就是丧失了自制的能力~
Even已经很努力的忍着了~泪水还是不听话的流下来了~~
当时我的脑海只出现了很多我和哥一些吵架打架的画面~~

为什么不是我躺在那？！！

哥啊~~
快点醒来啦~~很久没和你打架啦~~！！T.T

杂么~

Hmm...
act when christmas i ad feel wanna post blog ad geh..
juz...aikss.....no time ma...tired ma...so bohbian loo~

Aikss~
this year geh ChristmasEvE really mou yan....CountDown in LRT..=.=''
sien lan douuuu~~
hmm...then 26 i baru leave early for acc the little sohmui~
cause ahh...she bodoh la...pergi belajar orang buat pub(OverTime)...go work as a BeerPromoter...
i leave at 7.20 like that...act my fren ad behsong jor geh...
but mou diu ahh~leave also..xP
after acc my daddy fetch her back lo....
then 27 i terus tak kerja lagi(kena marah ad@.@)...cause act is primary skul gatherin geh..
dimzhiii....cancel jor..=.=''
but i didn't go for work also..xD
cause malam tu sohmui ada kerja di pub untuk lastday ma...so acc mai her lo....

NewYearEve yau hei~
Count at LRT station~=.='''
THIS iS ALL BCOZ OF THE DIGI PROJECT!!!=.='''(luckily 31 is my last day jek)
my fren still said stay KLIA till 12...see whether got firework wohh..
babi betul la dia~i asked him....u wanna be arab ahh??wan boom flight ahh?!!=.=''
then he fetch me back lo~
damn moody at the time...cause everyone so hapi juz left me with that...guy.=.=''
then once i reach home terus drive my daddy geh car go out~my dad asked me where i go~
act i really dunknow where to go..xD
juz not willin stay at home nia...then drive out lo...drive drive drive~
drive till TamanConnaught pun belum tau nak pergi mana...then till LeisureMall...tot bohbian lo~~ go back COnnaught that MCD eat alone lo...
hohoho~
luckily my fren asked me go join them BBQ at puchong jek...
hmm....puchong hor~macam mana pergi ahh??first time drive so far...summore at nite leh...then my fren teach me lo~
my speed keep holdin between 120-140 neh...syoknya~~
then reached jor jau eat eat eat lo~~~eat till almost 2 like that another fren called me go PandanIndah geh Black&White minum Beer ohh~
drink till almost 4something that baru back home sleep....

then ytd nak woke at 9.30 ler~(Wing~@.@)
i follow my fren go BatuCave lo~pergi pa lao tei~xD
damn hot la weii~~~
then see dou many india there....after that lagi nak pergi ZooNegara tim...=.=''
go zou meh??go see myself loo..Wakaka..xD
after that terus follow my family go Ampang there eat Buffet~
then go MOS by straight lo~~
till 5something baru back home ler....Ytd damn full~xD

P/s:Damn suka drive nite....feel so gud so freedom~can sing 一路向北lagi..dam got feel geh...xD